I realise through words that have come to me that no one can tell me which is the best way to go....even the wisest...
I have been effected by those who I consider the wise...I still am enlightened by their words...but I am making a choice to find my own way...this will take a great deal of strength to stand for what I choose...for there are those that will not like my decisions...
Such thoughts have come about after my waiting.......
There is one person in my life that my body trusts...I have needed to speak with them about which direction I can take in terms of my rehabilitation and my return to work....I feel I have taken steps forward but also put things on hold awaiting such wise advice........they have not been available...
So maybe it is time to let go of this trust and place it in myself...and feel gratitude for all that was offered to me thus far, from them.
I sense life is asking me to move in a different direction from the one prior to my accident.
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So much of todays medicine seems to be about placing ones trust in experts and not oneself. For many this is comforting. it harks back to the days of childhood when mummy or daddy would make it all better.
One of the hardest things to do is to decide to take on the responsibility for ones health and 'go it alone'. This is not to say that you ignore everyone else.
The main difference is that while you may listen to the advice of others, the decision is yours alone.
Good luck, keep strong.
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